it has been a great day today for me. yesterday was good too but she had to leave early b4 games time.

i like today mainly bcos i have taken yet another step to being more of myself in church. i had fun watching the prelude to the Kiwi Cup at RI w/ SA vs RI in rugby.

i feel like playing full contact rugby but i'm oso scared of the injuries at the same time. i feel very sissy. hai, i don like touch rugby cos not aggressive enough, n i oso don't like full contact rugby cos of the injuries. i think it will b better for myself to stick to basketball alone.

it was very heartwarming to see so many SA supporters at the grandstand just now. i cud oso feel the family spirit of SA esp when they sang the sch anthem w/ such gusto n pride, despite the absence of the music. the lead singer was oso comical, i think he is called Mr Yee.



For more pics of today's match, u may click here.

i look back at my own sch, Cat High. we lack the spirit of the SA. many times i regret not joining SA. i hope i can go SAJC aft O's if my results allow me to. i want to b a part of the SA family. i chose Cat High aft PSLE bcos i wanted to b bilingual n other thn The Chinese High, Cat High offers such opportunities. however this yr our chinese O's got below national average i think. anyway i like my sch mainly bcos of its bilingualism, DEFINITLEY NOT BCOS OF ITS 4-YEAR-SHORTS TRADITION! n now i have to wear shorts for another yr in Cat High, thk God so much for making me look young as a BOY while others like SA students can wear smart long pants. haha just jking God, "You r the same Lord whose nature is always to have mercy." i love being a CHRISTian! whoo!

tmr is the beginning of another (school) week. shd i say YEAH! or HUH, SCHOOL AGAIN AH? by the way i'm a positive n optimistic person so i'm looking forward to sch tmr. haha i just like to act humble, cos i'm proud to b humble.

phew, nothing really bad has happened to me today. actually i oso don't really believe tt bad luck will befall upon ppl on this day. i guess it's just the way how u see life. on other days i oso experience bad stuff like waiting for the bus which comes so late, etc.

hmmm i've got a not so good day today.

had 2 tests. 1st it was physics. tt was definitely more difficult than i had expected. one reason was bcos i didn't really study hard enough n it was a little last minute studying. although i had started studying for this physics test 2 days before, i still lack the quality in my studying. i learnt before tt it is not the number of hours u put in but the amount u put into the hours. guess i have to work on tt. tt was the 1st time in my sec 3(2nd yr) tests tt i felt so sure tt i will fail. at least i had some confidence in my previous tests to get a low pass, although i failed some in the end. argh!

right aft my physics test i had geog elective test. ironically, i found the geog paper easier than the physics one even though i did not even touch my geog materials to prepare for this test. hai, shd i study for my next tests or not? i know i shd bcos God helps those who help themselves.

despite aft taking an easier test, my mood was still very down since my physics test today, up to aft recess. while food was going thru some processes down my digestive system, i felt better n i decided to have fun in class to destress myself. guess u know what it means to have fun in class. i admit i became rowdier. i talked to my best friend Kaiyuan during double maths period. we shared lots of things together n i felt much better cos i wanted to relax. of cos, i didn't totally ignore what my teacher was teaching. i can oso multi-task. thk God i cud copy down whatever there was on the board. actually i had learnt trigo last yr n i was quite confident of the 1st few parts of the chapter.

no matter how bad my day was, i know tt my day will nv b worse thn many ppl out there in the world. n whenever bad things happen, we shd not dwell on them so much, we shd think of other better stuff tt had happened to us before. my mood went back to normal when i began to think of the good things tt occured to me.



whenever i feel sad i think of her, n whenever i think of her i feel glad. sounds silly but i just wanted to write it down. haha

i have one last test for the week tmr which is chem so i'm going to study tt now.

Ecclesiastes 3:1-8, 14

There is a time for everything, and a season for every activity under heaven:

a time to be born and a time to die,
a time to plant and a time to uproot,

I had a great day today..

Hebrews 6:4-6

It is impossible for those who have once been enlightened, who have tasted the heavenly gift, who have shared in the Holy Spirit,

who have tasted the goodness of the word of God and the powers of the coming age,

if they fall away, to be brought back to repentance, because to their loss they are crucifying the Son of God all over again and subjecting Him to public disgrace.

"It is God's will that you should be sanctified:
that you should avoid sexual immorality;

that each of you should learn
to control his own body in a way
that is holy and honourable,

not in passionate lust
like the heathen, who do not know God;

and that in this matter
no one should wrong his brother
or take advantage of him."